Consumption of Fear

i think i knew
deep down
i knew
exactly what my soul needed
what my heart
yearns for
I knew all along
i think
i was just afraid
afraid of what could be
what could change
and i still am
this fear
is something i’ve adapted to
i’ve learned
to push all the yearnings in my soul aside
because fear always consumed me
and i’m sorry
i’m sorry i keep letting fear win
i’m sorry
that i’m still afraid

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